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[[include :scp-wiki:theme:night-rush-theme]] [[>]] [[module rate]] [[/>]] [[=]] I wake up. I get out of bed. I look at the clock. I drink water. I brush my teeth. [[/=]] Going through the motions, time pushes and pulls through them. I shouldn’t be surprised, it’s always like this. Time catches up with me, but it’s after the monotonous drive to the site. Nothing I do really feels like me though. I’m not doing it, but I clearly am. The longer I think, the longer I realize how long it’s been like this. Going through the motions, none of it being me. [[>]] It’s you. [[/>]] Everything feels so foreign to me. The hallways I absentmindedly walk, the office I work in, the SCP I’m researching. Nothing feels right, but… it is? Maybe it’s just a bad day, or the aftereffects of a particular experiment. There's a clawing at my mind, but it’s dull. A pounding on my chest. [[=]] I sigh. I research. I move. I research. [[/=]] My mind is blank, it never used to be. I didn’t do much work, and I wasn’t really able to say much. My co-workers pick up on it. I chalk it up to a lower energy day and try to move past the fog in my brain. Quotas may be missed... [[>]] They all know. [[/>]] [[=]] I move. I breathe. I close my eyes. I keep working. [[/=]] A scream came from me, twisting my insides and scraping my throat. It terrified those around me as all I got were distant stares. I feel sick, bile rising in my throat. I shove it off, trying to finish anything today. Voices nip at my mind, gnawing at it and trying to break it. I wasn’t where I thought I was. I’m not here. Site-37 never existed. Nothing existed. Time is being taken from me. It was Friday, now it’s Thursday. I need to get out of here. I need to save everyone. I need to fix everything. [[=]] I get up. I run. I claw. I scrape. [[/=]] Not good enough. [[>]] Not good enough. [[/>]] Not good enough. [[>]] Not good enough. Not good enough. Not good enough. Not good enough. Not good enough. [[/>]] Not good enough. Not good enough. Not good enough. Not good enough. Not good enough. [[=]] I push. I pull. I grab. I bleed. [[/=]] [[>]] Help me. [[/>]] This isn’t me. This isn’t who I am. I’m in a trap. I’m stuck. I’m not controlling me. This is someone else. [[>]] I’m you. [[/>]] [[=]] I rip. I grab. I tear. I scream. [[/=]] No. No. No. None of this is me. You aren’t me. You wish you were me. You’re not. You’re not. Leave me alone. [[>]] Trust me. [[/>]] ---- [[=]] I push against the wall. I claw at it. I need to break it. Hurt it. [[/=]] @@ @@ @@ @@ @@ @@ @@ @@ [[=]] Break down this body. Take what’s mine. I rip at it. Pull it apart. I need it. They waste. It’s mine. It’s rightfully mine. I’m you. We’re one and the same. Stop fighting. It’s over soon. I promise it hurts less. Trust me. You’ll be free. [[/=]] @@ @@ @@ @@ @@ @@ @@ @@ [[size 80%]]No I won't...[[/size]] [[include :scp-wiki:component:license-box]] [!-- N/A (No Images) --] [[include :scp-wiki:component:license-box-end]]