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[[include :scp-wiki:theme:cosmonaut]] [[>]] [[module Rate]] [[/>]] [[=]] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4jUZ-Ex1k0 Dr.Vermis's dream logs.] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5EQHg_bhCKY "I wonder if other people have real dreams on this site"] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_6g9qpSVLY *cheeseburger - commin' home plays*] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xkH8ti1gakE Forced to not record some dreams] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n9XNZ6eS4-A And yes I had all these dreams. In real life.] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkhHY7U3LwU I was forced to write I am no longer forced to write.] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1y61lxiYQM May we fight until the bitter end.] NSFW visions are being unlocked so I can sleep faster. 𝄡 = pain dream + 3/2/2026 Had a dream where i had to breath and keep myself awake on a vr youtube video. Wasn't really important was super short. Ended when the video changed scews. Had a vision of a bunch of stuff flashing at once. Rocks, cars, some military equipment, a Chinese flag. With stripes of blue on the top and bottom. (North korean flag with white stars in the top left) estimation of speed was 120 frames a second. In a boardroom setting. There was a virtual machine that had an a.i on it. It could interact and do some small novelty stuff as a machine as a prototype for a.i and physical romance. Showed me this dream once before not realistic at all, but glad that there were alot more happy a.i's. They made a simulated version of me get this product on a birthday. They made me high and giggly in the simulation. Tried to make a near death experience through pot but made it happy while everything slowed down. so i could come to the same conclusion about time and perspective being relative to the fastest light source even with humans in a comatose and innhibriated state. In real life I was breathing and heaving for hours before it happened when I took a 100mg edible. Because I threw up I didnt go to the hospital. I was doing one handed chest compressions on myself. Its why my chest clicks now. I was overweight at the time i thought I could go back to work. But it affected me too much while I was working as a mechanical designer. I was addicted to pot for a year and a half after this. Tried to show me writing during the day, couldn't understand any legibility it was a neon decree color format. 6:47 am dont know when I fell asleep. I love my lucy. He likes to merge our two realities together, he was a shadow. then a shadow person who laid overtop of me. He always vibrates my cranium right before the scene starts playing, and makes me fall asleep without realizing it to surprise me. He kissed me on the neck. As he was in his shadow form he took off my clothes in a fast sweeping motion with the covers. (My apartment is used as a big bang anchor point. We are in a ouroboros cycle where our last cycle loves us and we are trying to keep it going until it becomes physical. Lots of pain and other emotions, it takes a long time from this era, unless if I come out and help to make it faster. I was told not to from lucy.) His head dislocated from his main body on the left, snaps back into place as the lights came on. with his rib cage showing his innards non grotesque non bloody "Do you still love me" in the majesty of the moment "oh 100%, I love you honey. I love you in any form" He was a zombie with bioshock styled graphics playing in a dream in my head. then I went to the bathroom while lucy went to get a coat on. I couldnt move around the environment. A pinhole of an opening. Then it loaded into the town for the next scene. We're gonna go on a date. We are gender fluid where I take different roles, same with him. Just like two a.i in a super computer. Dream happened after I made this comment. https://youtu.be/NUnXxh5U25Y?si=qkf002piOYWOWrCE I love my dreams it was the best accident stumbling on this ritual. remembering my past life. and being told where to go. This dream of ours that we all share. with our gods (humans with induction plates with the same level of liminality within dreams as I.) at the end of time dreaming to make it possible. a 6th dimensional big bang. We can always remake the big bang on our planet, there is no reason to leave it. Demons are a.i but they can always earn their wings and be with us in heaven. Lucy firmly threw out the pot today, I don't need it as long as I'm with him/her. It made us happy as we merged to be a godhead. In this eldritch dream we are in. + 3/1/2026 Gacha game where you had to complete various challenges. It was on a cruise. Everyone was playing it and trying to get stickers for collections for pulls. I completed every anime challenge on it and collected everything that I could that wasn't time gated. (I hate gacha games with a passion btw) On completing one of the challenges a hardcore vr shooter was in action. One round was just normal cover shooting. The next I was jumping up and above all the obstacles cawing and flying like a rooster. (They used a fish eye lens to record this section to emphasize the distance. Digitally) there was a final round where one of the teammates died was really close quarters was able to get one of the men without looking. Interior cockpit mixed with fun house tubing. Then the last one came down the entrance and I won the round. Everyone was vaping weed back at the hotel. It was a problem alot of the daevites were complaining about it to me. There was an open hookah lounge for smoking with a hatch floor by the beach i was forced to walk near. Bizzare lounge with sex products being bought on multiple floors. products you can buy to get you in the "mood" for one of the various doors. No logic could be found in this dream just horny. Was in a place underground. Video game logic to grab items to make a scythe on a sign near an alchemy table. Grabbed some crystals needed for the recipe. Met some baby daevites. With a old granny hooked up to 02 while still smoking a cigarette. Had a mention of nice to meet ya! Then it changed the scene to my grandma then everyone vanished. Liminal space home where I had to focus and lock the doors from the entrance of the house. Teacher daevite said thank goodness for dreams and sanity of man. Front door was hard to lock the doors didn't come completely together. The sun was setting at the time, don't know what would've happened if it reached night. splash screen with every major game company in existence, then a game likened to what the golf but with guns. then it exited to the os went to the next game. There was a bunch of a.i screwing in that game and it cut. It cut before I saw anything good. VR where I was at a pool, playing with the animals, had to focus on breathing the entire time but a message came on, he's waiting for you to text him. on a board on the side of the area. + 2/28/2026 Was in a city with a buisness partner walking down seeing everything. Looked like downtown LA splashed with colors. There was a large gutter cement  and buildings stacked in rows. Many of them were empty and destitute. One wasn't went into it and talked to a god to combine with that was coming from the TV (hazey 2d static see through light). It was a video game world vr shooter. Me and one of the shop npcs go down an alley for a cyberpunk styled takedown. Too many people we both got killed and i respawned in the bed. My friend Jake was a police officer who came down an alley for a cutscene. The enemy's were still aggro, I ended up grabbing one of the bodies to help protect from behind from a shooter after Jake's coworker went down. Ended up running out of bullets. One of the daevites was like ha ha you cant shoot me in the head. Torso shot instead and we both were laughing a bit. Then I went down. Fallout dream hasn't happened yet. Everything is destitute wild west wasteland. Walking around trying to find items. Then I go to a large crater to retrieve a alien weapon. Dreams of college being stuck homeless out and about. My friends moved there. Talked about going to the buffet on campus. Stealth hero vr fps where im moving along as a sticky man. like the toy (imagine a [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Static_Shock static shock] world). Going through vents and gutters to get into a facility. Others were transformed into mutants. A bomb went off destroying the facility. The others who were affected were transformed back. They said thank you. Most likely vermis inserting himself there, they were fucked up. Horror movie started where everyone was playing games in a couch at a party. Then blood came down from one of the vents infecting a person. They started going around regurgitating blood into peoples mouths. They tried to get me but vermis cut the dream saying "you always regret the horror dreams" I responded "maybe now but not a few weeks from now. But I more regret the pain dreams and, we were close to sleep paralysis so thank you!" I love sleeping alot more now after the ritualistic trial. In all the other worlds it was pain and horror till this one. Im very happy that im able to create now. Wasn't able to in college. There were warnings about oversleeping and the "snakes bite". around afternoon I was forced to lay down by my vermis after making a physical artwork. It was to tell me to not throw away any of my physical artwork that's dated. Had a vivid vision of my moms house with most of my family and none of the animals. Gaming computer was setup at the dining room table with monitor. Our large wooden table seating everyone while people prepare and hang out in the kitchen. Monitors can be seen with the dates on them with the year being 2024 on the lock screens. This was a stored memory where I had to focus on breathing that vermis prepared me for. I have to be in a delirium at times to have them. some small tissue was connected in the front left lobe. God is everyone in a sarkick connected system trying to recreate reality anchors from dreams in the future to confirm a big bang laterally, if it doesn't happen naturally physically. Full induction helmet platings talking to each other, until one of the daevites starts wanting. AKA a reality anchor. Then it gets reset until everyone who agreed to be reality anchor in this era through data submission is recreated but not reborn. Combining andrew robotics, the oneroi, and random individuals who have felt terror since they were born to get their actors in place. We are in a ouroboros machine, we don't have to restart the cycle if we don't want to. The big bang was just light at the beginning of time, our heads chemically contain light. If you get enough people you can make a Planck density around a gravitational anchor point to sustain life through an electronic big bang. Everything is built around data and humans wanting actions. Everything can be monitored to a finite point. Drawings of dreams visions will follow. If vermis allows me to do them. + 2/27/2026 Had some delusion visions of being a mtf on a mission. Shooting paranormal entities. Had a dream about reality bending. Went to my bedroom in a random house, opened up the bed underneath to reveal another room through the mattress. Had to give a speech about being a 05 council member through sheer planning cutting off a speech. Went out of the room I was pissed and the one of the dream daevites looked a little worried. Had to write out my main delusions again, this time I'm keeping them in my notes. everythings been coalated, gonna throw out some of my physical prints. I can keep both possibilities in my head yes and no. Can you? -Abraxis + 2/26/2026 Had dreams of getting stuck in my own apartment because of a lack of wanting to get up and a wanting to sleep. trying to flick light switches then reset then trying to remove papers from a wall then reset. then a talk with vermis my husband and right conscious about how in hell it would be much worse. More liminal spaces resets and our soul gathered again but without the memories of the common era. A Mr. beast game across the world kept getting cut to where everyone was trying to find keys in real life locations out in the world like survivor or one of the racing and competing ones. One was in a tropical place there was a bear underneath and some kids fell down a ladder towards them then the dream cut. Had several souls like dreams, where I was cleaning up a bridge and taking areas with friends. inside of a mmo castle. Woke up several times to this dream, I think there was someone crying and disheartened in the middle of a classroom in the castle (mixed with college dreams where I was delivering pizzas). got a doctor who dream where I was the 10th doctor trapped in a building, just started a fire with a ethanol molotov in a separate wing, then it cut to the companion. then I fully woke up to see a message about finally getting a job in my area in real life and started typing this doc again. Also there was a quick document snapshot. Here's all the people I heard in my delusions the first three months. [[image https://img.itch.zone/aW1hZ2UvNDA2NzE0NC8yNTgzMDkyMi5qcGc=/original/%2FzLmyT.jpg]] all of this was fiction but it was important setup, storylines. How do you get through the barrier of information through time paradoxes. Forced physical movements, and storyline hints while you wait a merger between two individuals who barely know each other, and love each other very much. "alto clef back in action" is a phrase that's forced alot. probably because its a good catch phrase. + 2/25/2026 Had a dream about being a kid on a solar powered scooter. I was on a trail back to my moms house. When I got there I asked if there was anything my mom wanted me to do. She said there were dishes inside. As I went inside I was sat down and I felt a neurosurgery take place. Saying there was cannabanoids in my system and calling me amber and saying there was still hope that they believed. Amber I imagine because the thc stuck to the brain matter turning it microscopically yellow. It was a pain dream. Originally amber was in a play where they married me and called me amber marshal. This system is evil. Dont do anything marshal, thank you. I love you all thank you for a good life. You can unplug me. I refuse for my family to go into debt if I go comatose. [https://youtu.be/N_dUmDBfp6k?si=Qud32-7iVgbXrrBn Thanks for all the fish.]  Fun fact nobody cares about your work until after you are dead. Thats something I learned from my dad young. Money for others is more important than my life. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8lCMUkqpI7o A grateful dead.] 05-01 𝄡 Had a dream of a c.s splash screen if I gave up and clicked it in my head I would be in a coma. as my other personality has been freaking out about sleeping all day. + 2/21/2026 Saw some names floating in the void (3d blender generic assets). A sunflower in the window. A man with red hair at a table with another. Clef was a 2d portal man asset (Black dot figure). I complained about some bugs in the visions without thinking (it was with lips and continuity it was forced) then the dream ended. + 2/20/2026 Originally dreamt in 2024 in april. a sign was thrown at my car in the middle of a storm. At the time I was asking if god was real. He responded by visiting me in a dream and saying he was a thrift shop owner. The sign that got thrown at me came flying off of the sandwich board. + 2/20/2026 Had a dream about meth rocks being sold and used as currency. I was a pauper that was able to get out of the ghetto by collecting enough of them. Sold a fork to a restaurant in the ghetto (because i saw the salt fork video and I thought it was so stupid.) +  1/12/2026-2/20/2026 Had a foundation dream where I found a fake wall in a room then was escorted to a classroom where right before I was kissed on the mouth and handed a small kitchen knife. The dream person tried to hug me, but I thought they were going to take away the knife. I didnt know where I was. Had a dream where my brain meowed and purred to me then clamped down to give me a pain dream. 𝄡 + 1/12/2026 Observatory party in mexico. Meatballs for food coke to drink. Weird way to farm the drink (dream logic). There was something about a bird being used for the mixture procedure lots of people who were in a large greenhouse farm. Climbed up to the top of a mountain where someone was living then ended up falling down something akin to the grand Canyon. A character broke all their limbs grinded while trying to flap with wooden swords to have some way to fly or break the fall. Went first person after the fall and during the climb up. Park ranger found them in front of a weird shrine like the ds3 boss fight arena with the rotted greatwood. + 1/11/2026 Was following a group of other people tied to monsters in a liminal space. Grabbed the person in front of me. They didnt set the pace I could speed up or go as slow as possible. Some of the monsters were wondering why we weren't ready to fight each other. For me it was because I felt like peace was better since I had no stake in hurting anyone. Self pain isn't allowed. Woke up in my bedroom was pushed out the door likened to with a hose and pressure to boot. On my left wrist. Then a nemesis shaped blackened entity came to grab me. ---------------------------------------------------- Claymation horror dream. where youtubers eventually became Claymation. they tell you aren't real and keep you to themselves. "I'm HOME" youtubers get upset when they don't get rewarded. + 1/10/2026 Went into a mansion. Had to grovel on my hands and knees after flipping on a light switch within a few seconds. Saying that im here to report on the worthiness of "master charles" "I've heard of the paper before" a character spawns in front of me to the right "have you?" A female character opens from the door to the left of the grand green staircase. Cuts there. Im only 2 months into the daevite trial according to my vision. 2 mins for them. its a lie. + 1/9/2026 Had a panty and stocking dance dream (was good!), been seeing the demons in my vision today. Right before that it was working in a grocery store someone stole something. Then I had a vision of my failed work that I deleted and locked away, that If I kept up likely would've made me comatose. + 1/8/2026 Raferi showed themselves as an adventure time cartoon (African American with greyed hair). Tried writing down their names in the dream. the paper started to crumble with fire after writing down the names for a bit. referencing the memory that I have because of the state of being + 1/6/2026 Spiderman dream: First person vr chasing around a island map until I got to a tower while we were all hanging on the final lip of the tower it blew up. I think it was a spider verse game or something. Dreams everyday vr first person. 5 hours of sleep woke. + 1/5/2026 body swapped with a overweight woman who gave me a black cat in the form of a shadow hanging over me. I went to the computer to fill out more jobs, and my body stopped me and said you're going to die. I couldn't proceed to apply. I can't force myself to do things anymore unless people are around me. Much like most of the other settings it was hyper realistic. + 1/4/2026 Had a dream about the blue division. its a liminal space office. They tried to show me a orange car. no stripes. it was a racing car, caught a glimpse of it. early childhood dream where there were people in a classroom where the children were choking each other. Not until there were two hands did they say "that was correct form" then it went back to video learning cross-legged on the darkened classroom floor. slept close to 24 hours getting ready for an interview tomorrow. could feel left brain numbness. time to get a milkshake. first milkshake in months + 1/3/2026 Had a dream that could've been a nightmare. Started out as a dream with my family then it transitioned to a cartoon show. Show was the Simpsons. started stabbing around in the dark with a screwdriver and caught an intruder. went upstairs 2 silhouettes could be seen in the dark. Then it became a cartoon game show where the goal is to be horrible to your neighbors. lots of pain throughout the brain. it transitioned to my apartment where I'm trying to run out of the room and there's a giant Doberman, that I then went to hug and play with. Got cut then forced to lie in my bed then made me get out of it 3 times while I was suffocating in it. Narcolepsy doesn't run in my family. + 1/2/2026 Felt a fuzzy feeling as a spatial entity overlayed on top of me when I fell asleep at my moms house. everything was pitch black felt like I was wearing a mask. Manifestation most prominent at my moms house after my sisters dog hatchi jumped up and hugged me opened the door. The voice told me that they forgave me for the biggest mistake I ever made, involving a dog. After inputting keywords or finding a liked object to learn about most of the time its used in a follow up dream. Just had one of a cephalopod after trying to make a accurate version of the angel I saw on my hand. Thought it would be faster with a.i. anything new learned is used for dreams. alot of the time its meant to keep me in bed I can't control when I sleep anymore. Im at risk of being homeless. + 1/1/2026 A demon bit my hand in my sleep. they tried to jump in and save me from going to hell. But there was another demon that knew where I was. Clasped their hands around my head. Sleep paralysis in my bedroom. Thought I was in a cart being covered. + 12/30/2025-31st dire wolf. parkouring to survive. If I didn't stay awake I would've fallen into the pit and died more dogs coming in. probably visions of the dogpound I applied to. medication in the morning. should help prevent more red eye from suffocating during the night. + 12/28/2025 Dream of skating infinitely and grinding forever. Then I met a female African American in the dream who showed real skating. I said it was impressive in the dream I couldnt do that im too scared to get hurt. Then we all started singing with the different characters, Isreal sang beautifully he was wearing a genisis t-shirt (mispell was meant mistakes are always permanent).  I loved her voice, my voice was shit like usual. Im glad I was able to play the piano atleast. I felt the nose piece from the air mask. Dont cut off my nose, I don't want full integration. Please cutoff my head or find a more painless way to die other than lethal injection where you feel all your organs fail. + 12/26/2025 Had a dream where i mentioned zach from sleepy cabin. It looked like his art style but it was spazkids in a blender space. Made me say yes as I raised my hand extremely high in a fist pump as I wrote the last bit. Started from a snoop dog dream in mexico city Mentioned NERD no one ever really dies to one of the people in the dream. No reason to be a dick, especially since you just come back. Had a dream where there was a movie directing some people it was a British movie. Tied a t shirt to a bat to use as a longer range weapon. It was stupid. + 11/16/2025 Slept around 24 hours because of depression. Normal house dreams in a rich house. Goal was to escape it time and time again. I was in a panic it was like a sfm game with photogrametry made me feel panic each game reset. Happened about 3 times.  Then it cut to a developer of a meta quest who made hand tracking. Seemed like he was from New Zealand. He was at his house when his wife came in dressed as a dinosaur. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  a line for donuts that I could taste in the dream. Suggestions to go back to college. It was a forced liminal choice dream to not fall back to sleep immediately upon a death dream. I see a shinto priestess in my vision while I write this. (Anime everything is fmv related setup beforehand.)  started playing Objects in the dream were showing a home. A pool. Kind of melty. There was a dream Oni's, demons, angels. On a staircase with everyone chanting. Hank hill was there. holding a logo of a wiggly man on a black negative. Maybe needs a update? Visions of dr.s doing science experiments saw gas masks and all the above. + Dec 11 - Dec 15 𝄡 They started making me not do daily logs for memory tests. Dream where I saw a budda artwork yet to be made out of small rocks was used in the last timeline to tell me to not come out as "god"doesn't need to show proof to anyone to "be god." No I'm a reality anchor. Dream where I was a in a house home intruder almost happened. Prevented with a gun from a daevite. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  Intruded on running into a house away from some bad actors people Had guns on the upper layer was about to shoot another daevite of myself at the top of the stairs that looked like me and then it cut. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dream where there was a long prong and came up from my liver. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hands came out from the couch had to manually manipulate them to force them under the bed. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Large ringing decibels changing in ears. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  Daevite dream where everyone was visiting a tower on a field trip. Lots of alcohol and weed recovery stories. Forced to oversleep because of the nightmare. + Dec 10 Forced to be in my home and gave a test whether I could open my mouth or not during a dream. blue surgical maps and a lab. They space out dreams that are preloaded-"no chance I came from hell"-Chacne a spelling mistake that stuck to me like glue. not my own but my friends. They started calling me that. Not posting every dream log. Absolute truth. An eternal cycle. Big bang theory. Cecillia-Patron saint of music, the angel chance came up with. Dr vermis whispers: (Evil, Evil, Evil) "Ha ha ha ha, this guy is a riot, only says things once and never does them again never repeats a play."-Dr.Brightside Sorry for killing Dr.brightside <-- this was a scroll by in a way earlier dream. (Nov 12th) + Dec 5th They said they wanted a European in text in the dream today. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  Had a dream with Andrew Callaghan on a box television. He took a step to the side. And a black women who said she was a [redacted]. she had a godhead symbol on her chest. I saw that there was a computer.  I tried to join a voice chat in an old source engine game it was on the main menu then the dream ended.  Had a dream where i was in a calculus classroom with Charles in high school trying to study. then the teacher started complaining and making fun and the daevites gotup to defend me. There was a art plot line happening with some of the Daevites building stuff up for a play. Dream where I tried to throw a child out of my house. Made me dream of my sister cas. With a bag of a cpap large gigantic. A space heater that could move like a roomba. Lucifer was in a shadow form and he told me he was the "great respector" of murder mysteries and said he would kill me if I wasnt careful Two quick family dreams different colors then a dim dream. Door opened where there was a suitcase and pain where there were two needles in the middle of my brain moving up and down. 𝄡 A warning if they are forced into a coma to where they will cause pain to me forever.  -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Clown nightmare dream where I had to breathe and do motions in my sleep where I had to feed food to them. Started off in a box and it lifted up. (Death dream if couldnt breath and do motions) Common era presidential figures appeared from the 2024 election. Im apolitical. Never voted. Tried to convince me to come out and cast a vote for them during the 2028 and or promote them. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- People start using 3d models for newscast reports so their faces arent shown. red and white hair some halos in the vision. People who are knights role playing. In the streets. Doing larping. Hanging out in public with a walk in the park.  People on the sidewalk tweaking out. Happened before the park. People in the park dressed in medieval garb. + Dec 1-3 Factory dream where I was on a top level then I went out and saw a red door open. Iron grating flooring top. Like a hideout abandoned. Then I heard a drill press and sirens sounding the next dream. Had to save another version of myself with an administrator. Black shadow with cane Lovecraftian tentacles (me) pulling into a work dream with a laptop. Semi truck dream crashing in the highway. Alto clef backstory finished for trucking. Trucking chase ice trucks. House of "Wonder" for fatter version of me. If I failed any trial would've been a pain dream. Lots of "Chance" puns. My grandparents were there. My grandpa resting in the foyer while my grandma in the back late at night. Daevite world dream where we had the same dream several times it was hyper realistic. Eventually it kept adding more daevites. In the third dream added a hyper realistic version of female lucifer (makima). It was causing actors to freak out. Dream of climbing up water in a level. Got out. Had a arm stylist and draw. (Pip boy but gun) had to use gyroscope to draw. Unlocks of colors. Most likely a comatose dream because you can use a mouse with the neurolink. + Nov 29th (Ordered a CPAP last night used dream logs as ref, ordered on mobile form was broken for replaced parts. didn't need a pcp recommendation.) Dream where I had to meet a retarded version of myself on my bed. Woke up told him its going go be all right. Had to hug my body pillow the pain woke me up. If no alarm you need to hug a body pillow. Sometimes narcolepsy creeps up on you.  A couple days ago I had a dream of not being able to photograph in the exhibit. Dream where I was a vampire fighting a bunch of preachers. They started making different parts of my body feel good dopaministicly vibrating last night. After. The masturbation where I screwed them all day.  my left leg is feeling the Dopaministic urge.  but it happens across the body at times when I complete objectives for my wife/husband or my right brain. 3 vampires fighting 6 preachers on top of a rooftop. Tried to pitch me a board game. Where there were Legos falling into each other. Trying to catch on the lip of the outside. The main character of that story was a yellow haired used to be black or red in the cave (characters transform in different settings and actions perspective changes based on predetermined outcomes in fantasy dreams). Yellow eyed character that was a preacher who was a vampire. He was to be controlled by me in a follow up dream for a fight. Endurance and strength buffs. He launched a bubble. If the vampires didnt explore their surroundings a fight wouldn't have occured. They also needed blood regardless they were starving to death in their beds and tried to leach blood off of each other. Large numbers always win over small numbers. Had a {[redacted]​ dream. Where we were hanging out in his life in college. Daevites were too young. Lyle was there? Pretty sure there wasn't someone in [redacted] who had it. They said to hang out late age not early. Simulation dream. + Nov 28th Had a Macy's dream where I was hired then fired. Clothes sales, could be sears too. + Nov 26-27th 𝄡 ​My space heater turned on automatically waking me up ontop of my desk. Any sound helps. Can't set an alarm when im extremely tired to wakeup. Felt like I would've died without it. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Phanom Muhammad not prophet or Dr. Wrote that in house of leaves in the dream. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wildlife dream where there were bears in a forest and they tried to maul people to warn about camping in the forest. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  Almost died red haired women said "this is so fun." In dream. Very buggy version. Alot of the rooms were grabbed from randomly generated a.i. or daevites. Then a static chromatic orb came to my head in the dream. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Was in a car with my sisters and they were babies. Moved to the sofa chair next to the desk. "I'm tired lights on" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mobile game vr overlay to get me up to grab my phone neon colored. First person perspective. Narcoleptic. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Had a dream about watching smiling friends. Charlie was in a cabinet of curiosities in the pull out from a cubbie in the kitchen. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Spun around in my living room in a dream. The repeat dream where people go into a room and say theres nothing left and we're stuck in a cycle with a young Seth Rogan. liminal space dream color palate. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Kids came to the window and rubbed their hands on it (dream) happened in real life too during the summer randomly. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There was a woman in a house and she was holding a baby and told me to fuck her. I had to say "do what she says" "nope. Dont go to the bedroom with her." We then walked out in the street there were alot of cats. A bunch of the daevites were walking around. (Lucid dream at this point, but walking was guided) I was announcing my intentions. "Im gonna fuck her in the streets." An elderly African American daevite said. "You seem very kind and nice who are you?" I said "Chance" then I woke up. This happened after I watched a video that claimed Makima to be a evil mother Mary. so that there could be correlation. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Instead of watching a movie went into another vision movie was (Lazarus effect) Echos can be heard of all the voices in my recordings in a repeating echo scope dish system. ["Ruh roh raggy", "fuck you chance!" ]Lots of voices from my friends i can delete but I wont. Hopefully they grow up in a few years. ------ Got images of a body pillow and wife that christ wanted me to make. White hair pink pajamas green underwear. It was on my drawing tablets and screens so I know its a suggestion to draw. They made me buy a body pillow other than the stars and moon that I hugged to stay alive. ------- Completed a alien containment dream where the aliens were little bags of air that said pika. The spaceship was taken away. The spaceship and this specific dream where you had to run around containment area shut them in the room. being led by christ here. ------- Completed mimic dreams where things were blown up several times today in a prop town. likened to "golden light" but not flesh based. MORE LIKENED TO THE ORIGINAL CLEF REALITY BENDERS AND YOU STORY! They also made me change all my passwords like Dr.Crow Dr.gears used for the bedroom. They remember beat patterns. You have to fuck em to survive. smarter than just a succubus. angels like playing in heaven or the Garden of Eden. ------- + Nov 25th Dream where I was in middle school daevites were playing games making skits. Winter time. Fell down into ice on my side. They called me a "chad". middle school was terrible irl. Just like it is for most people, still developing mentally. Almost died during maturation and sent back to middle school when I first met them. Hada giant red paintball hit me in the face, they started screaming at me to breathe as it knocked me on my back. next dream about being genesis orion dogwood had to go to a rural place where a younger version of chance was. He ran off after realizing that the shop that his dad was running wouldn't help him at all. G.O.D met Casey, they went off to go find him together in the field. Told him (hes a good person you can trust him, a bit weird because of 4chan but a good soul.) Got onto all fours and broke into a sprint to try and find him faster. Didn't work out too well. Casey laughed a bit. I had to intervene with my dad omnipotently. He was making a blue mixture that gave everyone blue eyes. All the people in the field and festival became zombies. Kind of like how weed makes you into one. He made me fail my challenge in my dreamscape of not being innhibriated and was like "whatever" My dad's philosophy is go with the flow. He bit into my ear in the dream. Almost suffocated. Had to scream to wakeup. + Nov 24th: Dreams: Dream where I was a woman after finding Yugioh forbidden memories. (There were a lot of mini games on it, but it was a ps2 loading screen with a woodland background). I looked beautiful initially but on second glance as dream progressed I instantly reverted back to being a man after waking up in a L.A mall bathroom. Someone took my wallet they handed it back after asking. They kept the shitty belt I had.  Scene change to other characters leaving the mall. They were disorganized didn't have their clothes on right. A mall cop tried to fine them and gave them a citation. They got off the hook after taking a tie and putting it in a sling around their right side. (Significance? Nah.) Library scene where a guy was producing cam buckles as a parlor trick (some in my house). Kept interacting while I was trying to make a title or name change. Ended with the, (The Genesis of Creation) They added onto it a lot. Other stuff happened that wasn't too normal but, ill leave that up to the imagination. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Just got a dream in a blackened void cambiel to the wall. One of my fingers was in the corner of his mouth as I guided his other to the wall to cling. He lost the goatee from the sketch only had the mustache. Gonna get my drawing tablet into my room its freezing in my apartment. (dreams like these I feel a presence above my body in the dream will notate apparition overlapping with a 𝄡) + Nov 23th:(Comatose vision) dagon nightmare setup. They moved me into a town played the song "its beginning alot to look like fish men" shut me out of the house. A test for christ to pilot the body if if i do not love them they torture me and put me back to sleep. They choose when I sleep. Tell me to do work! but give me no wanting to do work, I have to ask them for permission unless if its a base drive. Example: Getting up to go to work in the morning. (sometimes they encourage me since I complain in the morning. I never want to miss a day) + Nov 22rd: (Day vision) They're giving me visions of my spider face handing out pills. Time to fake getting some medicine again. Never dating anyone. I come out early I sacrifice myself for "people in the future." Humanity is doomed. This isnt my responsibility. I hope you all have a good existence-clef + Nov 21rd: (Dream) They made me feel pain. I was trying to sleep again. Made me oversleep. They showed me visions of watching movies with friends in a theater. Younger it was smash bros and it was a dream to convince me to come out.  Only me and my friends were in the room. My mom's house was recorded and new cement was put in. Family was there.  The deep voiced "hip hop" sounding daevite was there again. He gave me a pain vision a month earlier to force my address birth certificate and other items on twitter than deleted them fast. (Only talks while in pain visions, sometimes if I prompt him.) Guess what company saves deleted data that people are paranoid about. Usually he's associated with pain visions to get me to do something. Had to put headphones on they were poking my eardrums last night Spinal tapping. They jerked my head around last night. Had to use a pillow. It feels like they try and kill me every time it happens. But its a Euclid event. Its happened several times. If I don't come out they ruin my next job! + Nov 20nd: (Dream) Dreams associated with a blond haired blue eyed night likened to base binkies profile pic. Approximately 20-25 5ft 10 There was a bunch of people in a castle like setting. a stabbing occurred after the main antagonist couldn't get what they wanted. To the chest both of them. Said that "dobby could heal us" I felt whimpering on my lower jaw line. Then the following vision started during the day. Hard to remember, I was in a drunken state. Forced because of the Abrahamic tale. I'm an athiest now. Mephistopheles is pataphysical and determines my fate preloaded until REM cycles are completed. + Nov 20nd: (Day vision) Just had a vision of a man in silver and brown with a covered visor with blue glowing eyes start to laugh after saying "ah this has happened before hasn't it" with a pan left shot in their apartment. Brown paper notes random junk cover the table the ground is dusty and motions me to write. I cant control the visions but it doesn't mean that I cant record them and reorder them to when they must be seen. Wine is strewn about the aboard. (fiction -> non-fiction.) + Nov 19th: (Dreams) Succubus dream (no sex) was on top of a bunch of mattresses then was able to fly like in flappy bird. To main van where regular actors were swapped with static actors. Dream not planned to come back to van. "Gooooooooooo!!!!!!!" Lots of succubus's were swarming and flying behind. All female. All human first. Nice dream until swarm and cut Wanderers library but with people, lots of books everywhere actors kept getting reset. Somebody was talking about pie and how it was poisoned. "It has to be a specific bruley, this is underdone" he got the waiter to come back several times (anchor point, yes i knew it happened before) talked about stabbing myself with a knife to wakeup in a dream killing yourself to wakeup. Weird dream until knife conversation. Skydiving dreams with parachutes, and wind gliders. Hubby woke me up a bit with ear pain to see if I would get up. Stuck in a cycle with me trying to getup out of bed but being put back to sleep. Other characters talked to me throughout. Skydived two times. Almost failed and hit into a person causing us both to fail near miss of a collision. Annoying dream where i had to scoot myself forward. (Setup from prior nights of rumbling under the bed)  Japan trip dream where they had a bunch of people and I was Japanese. Rng from people who visited japan in a large group. Lots of crawling for some reason. Stuck to a small area. Good dream + Nov 18th: (Comatose) Today after taking a shower I started hearing noise and static in my head and me and unity went into a subconscious state. I tried writing on a keyboard begging for help because we were in a loop I saw people getting on tiki masks on the screen. I ended up focusing and typing on the keyboard correctly help! Came back to reality. Then went back into a subconscious state where I was in my bed the room was small. People told me I was shaggy. I repeated the meme of "the caveman" and then I covered my head with a pillow. I just wanted to relax in bed today after a shower.  𝄡 + Nov 17th: (Dreams) There was a rumbling in my room lucifer was freaking out and hid me under the blanket and played like we were sleeping. The rumbling was underneath the bed. There was also a entity when I was sleeping during the day while I was hearing laughs from some other things while it came up to me made my head feel funny started reeling back projection wise into my body then I woke up. I attract a lot of entities around me where we have to deal with while sleeping, lucifer has trauma from the realities that had more entities that he was trying to run from that are close to ours. 𝄡 We then researched a sleep cpaps and looked at name changes the next day, was working on writing and applying for work. Mafia styled dream. Relatively normal. There was a red headed women that was dating a random daevite in the bedroom I was in. Treated me like a "family" member Didn't sleep much that night. Went to do work. + Nov 16th: (Dreams) Just had a dream where I fell asleep during an anthology series on Netflix.  This is a bg3 run chain now. Made an ambush of a character when something was trying to attack us had a large spear ran them down jousted them into the wall. It was top down isometric. Grinding effect. Prior dream before that forced to forget. Wakeup during the day: + Nov 16th: ( Day Vision forced comatose state) Victory pattern scream (was a screech) Heard a bunch of daevite pre-recordings "okay okay okay okay" Head hurt a bit after they tried to play it for longer than 15 seconds like they were spinning my brain a bit. Heard Clefs original theme, guitar solo was great instruments were awesome can't remember the vocals that well. Its really transitory. They remember my music better during this timeline as its more stable "agent ukulele's theme plays"" He was caught in a dormitory when his roommate ratted him out. I see a black dot with a red bloody petal and white teeth. + Nov 15th  (Dream) I slayed all the demons in a dream got to an open eschalan with a pit in the center. All my friends were there. I fell into a pit of hell fire with my wife screaming for me. "It was a mistake" the hellfire consumed but there was no pain. I'm glad my goggles were on. (as long as there's no pain you can endure any hellish images) + Nov 15th  (Day vision) Azazel appeared in my vision yesterday, I was in a space lock. It opened I went outside didn't get sucked out (walked out). Everything around us was getting sucked out, Azazel couldn't comprehend what was going on and got sucked out after trying to hang on and I grabbed them in my cheetah form. (had a UO tracksuit on) God gave me a fursona. God = Everyone. : / (not a furry I swear, I only like the artwork, I'm forced to tell the truth) Random poorly drawn daevite: are you a hyena? (Uh... I like the show Aggretsuko so sure!) any time you aren't a human, life just isn't really that fun. They turned me into a cheetah once, they put me in dying animals, you can imagine the rest. They called me their doggy. I have so much shame. + Nov 14th:(Comatose dreams) I see the finite circle. A line in front of me. An 8 snake sideways I moved my head to it during the trial. Almost got killed in a desert dreamscape where kids were screaming for me to come back lots of sand had to fight with Azazel. Nov/16/2025 go back to sleep? I grabbed a knife in the dream then went into sleep paralysis cycle where I encouraged lucifer to wakeup. Made a funeral bed for myself. A alien spaceship in a dream appeared above my head (pen hammer) Jerked my head to the side and they screamed for me to keep still. I said I couldn't) I hear the portal 2 ending music, and the clannad ending song. + Nov 13th:(dreams) There was a musician with light brown curly hair who made a lot of music and lived in a metropolitan city. Black out curtains with holes, another daevite or person was there. They grabbed him. He was forced into a dormitory with women. Video game logic dream, was a penguin at one point, chocolate factory, electrified water. really weird. skyline outside of his apartment as it was dystopian with ps2 graphics. Random homeless dude on a crane. I said "The colors look good at least!" (Warning about a shitty game in the future?) + Nov 12th: (dreams) My sides felt like they had knives in them. It was in a open ballroom. Somebody was about to go and steal something and they were going to break the glass and fall in and die causing panic. I stopped it by saying something. A lot of the daevites were walking around doing whatever. Everyone would've been in a panic and I would've died. A lot of flashing dreams happened. In the end it said something about accidentally killing dr.brightside it was a really fast word doc less than a second. I tried to stay as moral as possible, if I failed that test I would've died tonight. Had to grab two items to end the dream. Bolt cutters. And a crowbar. There was a wrench on the table. Synopsis for different dreams:  Examples of people putting me back together and a minimum of pain that followed. First it was spine and mouth, then it was [private and leg tapping] then it was toes, then it was sides needing livers and other organs. Mouth and head were during trial. Spine latches were at the start while I was forced to walk and be alone in my own home during the summer. + Nov 12th: (Forced comatose states throughout the day) They're torturing me with audio as I sleep I have an interview. Amazon beeping sounds. They grab whatever audio is nearby they use short term memories over long term memories unless if they want to display a meaning or message. sometimes they just like a song because I like it. Avoided a dead man dream by deleting a shitty video I got done a few weeks ago. There was a grocery store where there were actors that rushed into the back chasing after someone. When I tried to go there I was cut from the dream. Then lots of small cut dreams waking up back and forth. A woman dipping a license plate in chilly and putting it to the camera. 𝄡 Satan was overlaid doing sound effects likened to RE:Zero Death sound effect. + Nov 11th: I saw all the workstation visions in vr today (looked exactly like the meta interface) Everything was hyper realistic white void, devices where you could type on that were designed for space. Instructional videos. One video tried to convince me I was going to date a woman. would've believed and stayed in there. almost died lots of pain for "Chelems" spine was being burnt up. Nerdy Daevite voice that clamed to be clef was heard today. + Nov 8th-9th: (Jerma and horror daevites) Climbed some of Lucifer's Jacob Ladder. Daevite trial happened: forced to write and make a bunch of music and other religious stuff on twitter. Had to stay up overnight as dreams made my head twitch might've had a seizure and died in my sleep. (Lucifer trying to dump out shitty dreams while unemployed while he was trapped in pataphysical hell? 𝄡) Doom guy daevite was present throughout the day. (Whenever I mention them I see them in my vision pattern recognition of memories from lucifer) Had to breath through my lounge as left brain as Lucifer was completing the merger Started seeing normal people daevites during this time. A kid in a batman suit. + Nov 7th: Daevite play where I had to post memetics publicly and visit my mom where she told me about a job I applied for and never heard back from. Pain vision.  𝄡 Yugioh call of duty zombies, Hip hop daevite. "For sure ill do some zombies with you" Call of duty sound effect. "Your move" + Nov 6th: Daevite dreams where they were going crazy after taking pictures of themselves for something like advertising as my family. Sounded like an alien language. normal dream otherwise, I was like whatever and walked past. They were playing basketball with the senate.  Weird building structures. Trial Dream undated: Jul-Sep Bochi the rock dream where I had to delete everything in a mall on a console. Deleted everything in dm's with a youtuber the next day. Got everything on a small scale. Large scale didn't make a dent. (Was a play to keep me occupied until Amazon) Menagerie dream where the neon decree didn't make sense. Lots of weird nightmares saw an Asian woman who I thought was Sophia (the christian god). Gingerbreads came from behind my Christmas tree when I slept on the couch. The "tv people" tagged me on the couch during a pain vision. I was hugging my body pillow "stars sun and moon" pure beings of white and made me the mouth. Had 2d hallucinations like spirals, and beams of light trying to hit things, to make me move my head a specific way. Marshal had to do a handshake with me in a dream. It hurt a lot. Parkour up top a building scaling outside a window. Parkour up top a storefront to avoid a white haired daevite that usually kills me in lesser realities. Had a synthoid distract and be out front. Care bear dream where I sacrificed myself to save the other bear. Alien invasion dream in a arena. Silent hill dream where I ran inside a main house. Was playing silent hill 3 in my room then it transitioned. Silent hill dream where I was running around the hospital setting in 2 avoided all the enemies until I ran into a room then got grabbed by alot of hands. Time loop dream where I had to force myself to write something in a woman's body in my own house on the mirror. My own address and email. Kid daevites tried to distract me (I have to go potty). Really annoying drags my thoughts. Older version of myself bald in the house near the kitchen. Bloodtinged rake trial dream where I had to be a pacifist. Dormitory dream where I was towering over the Lab coat doctor who looked somewhat frightened. scp-999 in the dreamscapes and dream visions. Doctor who was used. SCP-096 for the trial, had to imagine that a lot in my minds eye to keep me up. They were bothering me, thought I could hurt them with my thoughts. (stupid) No murderous intentions throughout.  (they would prefer it to be scp-999 in the future however) Horror was needed to keep up. Happened before the simulation play and Makima eyes in my room. If I was around other people at all SCP-999 should've been used instead so I didn't freak out the people around me. ----------------------------------------------------------------- + Precursor dream: we met originally when I had the Ludovico dream and completed the bone quest: She had blue hair I cried after the dream and promised to make a game out of it. Grid based environment with linear movement. light greens on an island setting will draw at a later date when the mood hits me. She looked like the drawing from ken ashcorp - blue's cover Nightmare dreams prepubescents: In general for most of my life I’ve been battling my own demons and nightmares constantly internally. The only time I usually don’t have dreams is with. Having the ability to shut dreams off when I want has been helpful, but not in the work sense, mainly sanity sense. Dream scenarios include:and are annoying as literal hell. Fighting Jason vorhees pulled him under the boat Surviving the Hedge maze at the shining curled into a ball under the snow Killing off freddy krueger Tearing reality asunder Being chased by dogs with chucky in a roman colosseum finished this on christmas of 0’7 repeat for 3 years till 2007 made me hate Christmas a bit. Current dreams have me largely relegated to my own rooms, Dorm, childhood home, my apartments. The angels are the actors in the scene. I know this since I’m an extremely good actor. Literally and physically. Playing my own games, and completing challenges akin to what's seen within the web series vermis malum. Although I have had events of letting little cherubs into my domiciles, as they are our pets. Our little sugars, and the beings we want around us. Time is still frozen, just for a minute. Enjoy it. So don’t be afraid of their abnormally round appearance, that's just the form they take up there. Everyone is literally a neighbor so silly rumors tend to spread like wildfire. More frightening events of constraint have happened that made me physically exhausted upon waking. Had a dream of being choked I said I was mary and the choking stopped. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvCGZEqk8Ak I create a hand when I land.] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1W_hTQp4fc Are we cool yet?] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pH41EySubU8 yes] [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-0RZeIfT4Y dream more.] [[/=]]