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[[>]] [[module Rate]] [[/>]] The speed fluctuator had malfunctioned once more. Sparks burst from the maintenance panel and smoke rushed through the back of the machine, but this was no surprise to Doctor Conagheim. He ran multiple tests on the fluctuator and tried multiple configurations, but his efforts seemed futile. He powered down the apparatus and walked back to the cafeteria. He sat down at his usual spot, near the window overlooking what was left of Earth, and drank his afternoon coffee. Ever since becoming a scientist, he always believed that there could be a multiverse. To some people, it would be considered a necessity to find and travel to suitable universes in times of universal cataclysmic events. The thoughts of universe-ending threats did not scare him as it only pushed him to realize what must be done. As he finished his afternoon coffee, he walked back to his office and finished his report. "Outcome... results were negative... the speed fluctuator was badly damaged... the wide-bandgap semiconductors need to be replaced... and the maintenance panel needs repairs," Conagheim repeated what he typed to fix any errors he made. As soon as he finished, he filed in his report. It would be a few minutes later that his assistant, Charles, would enter his office. "Doctor Conagheim," Charles entered. "Erica from Ethics is on the phone. She wants to speak to you." He waved his assistant off and put the phone on speaker. "Yes, Erica? What's the problem," he asked. "You know why I'm calling you." He rolled his eyes and explained to her, "Look, I'm positive that we can get it to work. Just give me a little more time to test the fluctuator and-" "John, you know we can't keep funding you forever. Capitalizing on this project has cost me a lot more than it has for you. I've tried to keep the Board off our backs, but they've seen what you've done. I'm afraid I'll have to fire you, and you //know// what happens after." He fell silent to her words, considering his options before he responded. "Hold on, let's make a deal." "What do you want?" "Give me at least three more tries. If I fail, fire me, do whatever you want with me. I don't care what you do to me, I just don't want you to destroy it," he worried with fear in his voice. Erica sighed with doubt in her voice. "Fine. I don't believe you can do it, but I'm counting on you." The call cut out and Conagheim placed the phone back. This had been the first time he had actually felt stressed. He had been confident in everything he did, but this time, it was different. He placed his hands on his forehead, combing through the front of his hair, breathing out. He never thought that he would fail, never once in his life. Even though he wanted to be challenged, he thought it would never be like this. He laid down on his bed, thinking of Erica's words repeatedly, and slept, aggravated by it. ------ This would be a new morning for the doctor. He slowly got out of bed, still exhausted by the thoughts of losing his job. It kept him up all night, but he'd try to put them in the back of his head. As the sun peeked on the surface of Mars, the doctor walked towards the cafeteria. He had looked different; tired and spent than usual, and it didn't take long for passing scientists to realize this. He continued his daily routine: ordering his daily cup of coffee and sitting by his usual spot. Just to regain the energy he lost, Conagheim had to order three coffees. The doctor rubbed his heavy eyes and walked back to his office. His office was full of schematics and redesigns, all of which he thought could work. //Which one of you will work,// he thought to himself, //which one will make me proud?// He sat down at his desk to think. He wanted to make sure the best would come out of his project; there was no time for failure. Time was ticking. He scanned through the collection of schematics, sliding his finger at the edge of each one. He grabbed three of them and walked towards the central chamber. He placed the three schematics on his working station and collected the tools necessary to rebuild the fluctuator. He recruited free researchers who no had projects to work on and began working on redesigning the machine. It would only be a few hours until Conagheim and his team finished redesigning the fluctuator into what had been drafted in the first schematic. "Begin stabilization," he ordered the researchers, staring down the two of them. The researchers powered up the fluctuator and observed. The stabilization increased rapidly as the fluctuator began shaking. "Fascinating..." Conagheim wrote into his notes as he observed with interest. "**Stabilization at 50%. Station power at 75%,**" the programmed announcer noted. Soon enough, Erica had entered the chamber to observe Conagheim's creation. "So this is your first shot, hm? I don't think this will //actually// work," she commented. "Of course it won't work, it'd be a miracle if it did," he responded. They both looked on as the fluctuator started shaking. Soon, the lights above the chamber began flickering. "**Stabilization at 75%. Station power at 60%.**" The fluctuator began shooting bolts at the windows and every item in the room began to shake. "Turn it off. I feel like something's wrong," ordered Erica. The doctor stepped closer to the windows as one of the bolts cracked the window in front of him. "Not yet, Erica. It's almost there, just wait for it..." "**Stabilization at 90%. Station power at 45%.**" The chamber began to shake rapidly into a semi-earthquake, which rattled the station. "Turn it off. It's not going to work," she ordered him. The doctor hesitantly walked over to the control switch and pulled it down. The lights stopped flickering, the station stopped quaking, and the fluctuator malfunctioned once more. Parts of the fluctuator shot towards the chamber windows, cracking them. Smoke rose from inside and the maintenance panel was lit on fire. As the smoke rose towards the ceiling, the emergency water systems were deployed and water was directed towards the machine. "I told you it's not going to work. Hopefully, you can impress me next time." She wrote on her clipboard and walked out of the room. Conagheim sighed and looked straight at the broken fluctuator. His team of researchers exited the chamber, leaving the doctor inside. "Well, not everything is perfect. I hope this one works." He walked over to the first schematic and took it down from the wall, ripping it into two. He took the two schematics remaining and walked back to his office. He would not attend the daily dinner service or any special event that night. It would take him all the time in the world to get things right. ------ Conagheim slowly rose from the bed, his hand immediately moving to rub his aching temples. His office had been scattered with blueprints and schematics he kept for a while. He stood on the metallic floor, let out a sigh, and gathered himself together. He stuffed the scattered papers into his locker and slammed its door. "God, what am I going to do," he quietly asked himself. He showered, got himself dressed, and walked towards the cafeteria. As he passed through the halls, the other scientists noticed his posture as they looked at him with a disgusted look. As he entered the cafeteria, he ordered his coffee and sat at his usual spot. A few minutes later, Charles came in and asked Conagheim, "How are you holding up, sir?" He smiled in sarcasm as he drank his morning coffee. "Never felt better." "Well, don't worry, sir. You'll get them this time. Here, hope this helps you." Charles placed a sprinkled chocolate donut on the coffee table and left soon after. Conagheim grabbed the donut and began to eat it. He felt more energetic and was ready for the rest of today. He left the cafeteria and proceeded to walk back to his office. Once he entered his office, he opened the packed lockers again. He grabbed the one he carried with him before and went to the research center. He assembled his research group and they walked to the central chamber together. Once there, the team began to reassemble the fluctuator. After several hours of modifications, the redesign was complete. //This schematic is supposed to obtain and store a portion of the station's energy while producing its own energy,// he wrote. "Begin stabilization," he ordered the researchers. The researchers powered the machine and observed its working. A few seconds later, Erica entered the central chamber. "Alright, I'm here to see this for myself. Are you sure that this will work?" she queried. "Yes, I am a hundred percent positive that this time, it will work. I've been working on this all night." "**Energy portion obtained. Stabilization at 70%. Station power at 30%. Energy generation activated.**" "So this is your plan?" she asked unamused. "If it gets this machine to work, then yes," he responded. Erica wrote down on her clipboard, her face stern. He began to sweat as he looked at her. He redirected his attention back towards the fluctuator. Soon, the station's lights began to flicker again and sparks began to fly out from both the equipment and the machine. "**Stabilization at 85%.**" This time, it was worse. "We need to shut it down." She walked over to the researchers handling the control equipment. "I want you to shut it down right now," she ordered the researchers. Both of them shook their heads as Conagheim walked closer towards the windows. "Believe me, we're not shutting it down." "**Stabilization at 90%.**" Sparks continued flying from the equipment and the fluctuator began to rumble. Small debris fell from the top of the chamber onto the floor. The researchers blocked Erica from reaching the controls and Conagheim observed the fluctuator with excitement. "Conagheim, I'm going to shut down this thing **right now** if you don't!" she threatened, pointing her index finger upwards at his face. "I'm sorry, Erica. I can't let you do that, not when we're so close." The light began to shudder and flicker, the chamber began to shake, and more debris began to fall from the ceiling. "**Stabilization at 100%.**" "This is it..." Suddenly, electricity flowed into the fluctuator as it released a powerful electromagnetic orb that shot across the chamber. The orb instantly crashed through the windows and bounced throughout the chamber. Researchers and mechanics ducked as the orb came too close to them. The ball vaporized some of the equipment and two personnel in the process. After a few seconds, the orb erupted, sending an electromagnetic pulse and shutting down the station's power grid. "**Emergency power activated.**" The lights came back on as it displayed the fluctuator, which was destroyed in the process. Everyone in the chamber slowly got back on their feet. Erica still felt the vibrations of the shockwave. Erica looked at Conagheim, slapped him, and shouted, "You almost killed me! You idiot!" She stormed out of the chambers as the other researchers looked back at him. He looked at all of them and dismissed them. He stood there as time passed on. ------ The next morning, Conagheim rolled out of bed, his body planted on the gridded, metal surface. "He muttered quietly to himself as he awakened, feeling the effects of the drop. He cleared his weary eyes to find... nothing. Everything was clean for once but on his desk laid a note. He walked over to his desk and read it. > John, > > This is your last chance. Make it count. > > Erica. > > P.S. I got the chance to clean up your mess. You're welcome. He folded the letter and stuffed it into his pocket, thinking about her. He walked out of his office and into the cafeteria. Erica was waiting for him at his usual spot, uncommon for him. He ordered coffee and sat down next to her. "So, you saw it?" she asked. "I couldn't miss it," he responded. "You know you can't keep this up forever. I had high hopes for you, but //you// fucked up. You never gave up, but it's about time you did," she harshly advised him, remembering the events of yesterday. He sighed, "You don't believe in the impossible, Erica. You never did." Once he finished drinking his coffee, he got up and walked out of the cafeteria. Erica was still sitting there, pushing her pen in hand. He went back to his office and cleared his locker full of schematics, but he kept one. He went towards the central chamber and began fixing the fluctuator himself. He wouldn't want anyone else near his creation he had worked so hard on. //I really shouldn't depend on them. They've sabotaged my beautiful machine, I can only trust myself,// he thought to himself. Before he called the researchers over, he typed something on a datapad, the contents unknown and the receiver unnamed, and placed the datapad next to the fluctuator. Afterward, he called over his team of researchers into the chamber. With this last chance that he has, it was now or never. He had doubt in his eyes, fear on his mind, and sweat running down the front of his forehead. The researchers on the control equipment turned their heads towards Conagheim, who sighed. "You know what to do," he hinted, staring down at them without moving his head. The researchers pulled the activation switch, observing the fluctuator as it began powering up. Everything began to proceed as normal, until time began to pass by. As time moved on, the station would begin to shake and everything would go wrong. The doctor would be blind to this failure and he would never open his eyes to the reality of things. The station was losing power as the fluctuator was close to reaching its maximum point. The alarms sounded throughout the halls of the station as researchers and mechanics began scrambling trying to find a way to escape the doomed station. Doctor Conagheim and his team of researchers watched through the windows of the central chamber as the fluctuator spun quicker. Erica ran quickly to the central chamber to find the doctor. Once she made it to the entrance of the chamber, she swiped her identification card and entered. "John, explain to me what the hell is going on. The station is losing power and-," She looked at what was happening. The fluctuator had become unstable, the chamber was collapsing, and the station's power was being drained by the machine. "It's... working.." Doctor Conagheim looked behind him to see Erica in shock. He walked over to her and explained everything to her, "Erica, you've made it! Right at the moment where I will not fail this time! I've done it, it's finally working!" Erica looked back and forth at the doctor and the unrestrained machination until she came to realize what was going on. Finally, she slapped Conagheim in the face. "Are you insane?! Look what you've done! By God, you're going to destroy this whole station! You need to shut it down //right now//." Conagheim looked right back at her and told her, "And lose everything that I've worked hard for? We are //this// close to unlocking the multiverse. We can't give up now!" Erica's patience had thinned out. She walked over to the control equipment, pushed the researchers aside, and proceeded to initiate the shutdown. "Oh no, you don't!" He pulled her away from the control equipment and started arguing with her. "Don't you see, Erica, this is what humanity's future holds. I can save us from extinction!" "Get a hold of yourself and realize what you're doing. You are about to destroy all of our hard work. Stop this now!" "No, this will be for the greater good of humanity and nothing will be able to stop it once it is done." He hoped. "No! I won't calm down. I knew you were batshit crazy when you started drafting these ideas. You know what, I'm actually //glad// we divorced. I just can't stand your stubbornness anymore!" Erica looked away from him. "**Stabilization at 75%. Station power at 25%**." He felt what Erica had said to him. He walked towards her and thought about what he was going to say. "Erica... I only wanted to do this... so we could have a better life for ourselves. Call me insane, but I just wanted to be with you. I never wanted to let you go..." Erica, still feeling anger in her veins, slowly turned towards him. "If you wanted a better life for us, why put //me// through this?" He had no answer. "You didn't have to do this if you wanted to be with me. You've put everyone at risk... and that's how far you went," Erica sighed. She looked down at the doctor as he slowly grabbed her arms and put them around his neck. "**Stabilization at 90%. Station power at 10%.**" "Whatever happens to us, I assure you, I'll always be by your side," he comforted her. The two got closer to each other as the fluctuator generated a black hole and pulled everything into it, dilating and creating a Big Crunch. The two of them stared into each other's eyes and leaned into a kiss before being swept off their feet. "**Stabilization at-**" ------ Silence. There was nothing but silence. Was he dead? Was he just unconscious? Was he waiting for his inevitable death? His mind told him that he'd be okay, but his body told him otherwise. He felt nothing, he couldn't feel himself age or move around. He felt like he was in limbo. He felt cold, his body swelled with contusions. He could hear the almost silent meshing of what sounded like transforming globules. He slowly opened his eyes, slowly revealing what he had hoped for all his life, like a curtain unveiling a prize. He was astonished, bewildered. He knew that he wasn't dreaming or any of the sorts. He had accomplished his life's work, but now, there was no home to return to. There would be nowhere to go, no goal to complete, no award to be given, and no one to love. He was alone. "Hello?" @@ @@ [[include :scp-wiki:component:license-box]] [!-- N/A (No Images) --] [[include :scp-wiki:component:license-box-end]]